Refreshed and Rejuvenated . . .

I have had the opportunity to be refreshed on my purpose of this blog. It's sole purpose is for an artistic outlet of my feelings and thoughts. At first, I thought this was something I wanted to share with my husband. We have both come to the conclusion that won't work for our dynamic right now. While I still need an outlet for my thoughts and feelings my husband is not prepared to read those thoughts and feelings objectively. I am still excited to put my thoughts out there for people to read and even more excited that these thoughts, feelings, and revelations will be out there for my husband to read when he is ready. I'm not sure how my readers (if I can even use a plural on that term) receive what I am writing. I want to extend a disclaimer that I am not at all trying to come off preachy. Through my self analasis I am able to grow as a human being. For me right now my path is very spiritual. My main goal is to excercise my talent for writing to first and foremost grow as an individual and also in some smaller part have it out there for other's to take and learn from. I'm not saying I am perfect by any sense of the word but I can admit that some of the things I am going through is very relatable in today's society. It is so true and sad that moat people feel that they have to suffer things in silence. Just like I suffered with my depression for years before I would even admit it to myself. I truly just hope to inspire one person to stand up and get help with whatever is ailing them. I hope to add a new blog tomorrow about the good, the bad, and even the ugly. I have realized that if I don't document these thoughts and feelings that I will be bound to repeat them.