Monday Blues . . .

I thought the Monday Blues only effected the people with a regular 9 to 5 job.  I was going to say the working people but then I thought about how much work it takes to run a household the size of mine.  I just never thought I would have the Monday Blues after I stopped working.  I am physically drained because of all the emotional stress.  I know, I know, I shouldn't personalize.  I am coming down on myself really hard for being so emotional.  It's not even that I am even taking these events personal, it's that I have a hard time not feeling the emotions.  I have been able to step back and realize that the tension is not my fault, which is a big step for me.  I have to learn another lesson on top that which is not taking the emotions of others onto myself.  I'm not even sure if that makes sense to anyone outside my own head.  I am confident that I can do anything I put my mind to.  I just need to exercise my faith.  Not only in Heavenly Father but also my faith in myself.  I need to believe in my own choices and decisions.  My analytical brain is notorious for over thinking everything I say and do.  I am praying for a good night sleep to rejuvenate my mind.